Wednesday, December 27, 2006

things to say

helpful? or deceitful?
wolf in sheep's clothing.

hmm.. i wonder why.
is stirring shit so fun?
mayb its not intentional. mayb it is.
but some of us cant help but wonder wad r the true intentions here.

everyone has a limit.
i noe i've reached mine.

too much and way out of line.
dun always tink u can get away wif it.
dun tell me things if u do wish for anyone else to noe.
my patience is not infinite.

stop taking all of us for granted.

picking grace




we are "stealing love" (direct chinese translation) as CP puts it. haha. afraid to get caught...












at the airport awaiting grace's arrival with the whole gang...

my girlssss

christmas wif cuzy



my best friend and partner-in-crime is back!

absolutely love this girl.

iguana reunion!





my poly mates.
people who rocked my 3 yrs of tertiary education.

















































































































































studying moments





STUDYING MOMENTS:


coffee does us good




























our cure













high on coffee?

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

out of sight is out of mind

how true do u tink dis statement is: out of sight is out of mind.

wad does one do whn u notice a gap?
a gap between the male species and females?
females r always known to be over sensitive and emotional.
whereas guys are logical and practical and as girls wud like to term dem - insensitive.
but is dat true really?
when we come across guys who r SNAGS - sensitive new age guys - some of us girls tink they r either whimpy or wierd.
but when we meet guys who are so practical and objective, we say they r mean n heartless.
why are women so bloody hard to please?
why are humans so hard to satisfy?

i duno. but i guess sometimes i find it so hard to understand.
mayb i shud jus accept tt i'm a girl n live wif it.
i jus hate knowing i fall into the category of being difficult.

why cant there be a smaller gap between us girls n guys..?
this way there wont b so much conflict and arguements isnt it?
rships wont b failing half the time.
and pple will be less skeptical.

wad's more impt? peace or love?
i tink i need peace more den love rite nw.
i need to find peace within myself. i shud stop trying to find fault wif every single thing dat goes on in my life for a change.

new yr's resolutions need to be set and stuck by.
i need to get on wif my life. new year, new beginning, new outlook.
start planning everyone!

happy holidays!

Saturday, December 16, 2006

saturday 161206

feeling: tired & sleepy.
plans for tdy: rest & relax then it's off to church and dnr wif parents.

isnt it gd when pple r nt on ur case all the time?
some say it's bcos they care. tt is true.
but sometimes it gets really frustrating.
i'm sure some of u wud agree...

talk abt being taken for granted - by beckie.
i really agree with her.
sometimes u jus really need to feel appreciated.
i like to believe tt pple dun take u for granted so blatantly in ur face.
guess the best is to play ignorant or jus simply believe in the good of those ard u.

pple walk in n out of our lives.
they leave footprints.
some tell u alot of nice things.
some treat u very well.
some jus lie to cover up shit.
some jus pretend they r nice.
some jus try too hard.
some jus paint a pretty picture for u to see.
wad is wad sometimes we wonder.

i feel it is very impt, amidst our busy schedule everyday, to stop and take a look ard.
life doesnt revolve ard u and only u.
it is gd if we stop pitying ourselves for a change. stop thinking abt hw pathetic we r.
instead, look at those less fortunate. and remember tt u r so blessed. way beyond ur comprehension. dis way, we mite be able to stop feeling sry for ourselves and be a better person. a person who enlarges his/her own vision n view on life n challenges.

soon, over the nxt few days, i want to take my time slowly.
sch is staring soon. i may hv only 3 mods next sem. but i will be sure to fully utilise my time to the max.
as we all noe. time is money. and it is impt to nt waste it away jus by slackin or having fun.
over the nxt few days, i am going to plan my new yr's resolution.
i am going to put it into writing and paste it all over the place. jus to make sure i dun forget wad i set out to achieve.

i alr have a few in mind.
it's time to put dem all into action.
friends, if u notice tt lydia has been out of sorts or stoning alot lately,
tt's bcos she's been really exhausted n need a break. and she needs to think abt her year ahead.
so pls try n understand.
i've gotta do wad i've gotta do - think and plan.

but of cos. i will still definately make time for my loveliest frens! ;)
love ya'll!

Wednesday, December 13, 2006

highlights of 13 Dec 2006

1. gotta visit the bank,
2. meeting classmates for lunch in town,
3. head back east to meet CP, Jav n Denise for coffee,
4. head home to get the car,
5. destination: airport T2,
6. meet the rest of the gang for dinner 7pm,
7. catch up session/ awaiting grace's arrival
8. Grace Arrives! ETA: 8.45pm.
9. to Grace's place help ard
10. supper at 85.

its gonna be a long day with jam packed activities! woohooo!

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

honey spelling

ever wondered why honey is spelt this way and not some other way?
met up wif my 12yr old cousin tdy n we were jus tinkin abt it randomly...
honey, is technically pronounce as hanni.
so y isnt it spelt tt way?
or hunnie? haani? hanni? hannie? hunni?
hmmmm...
ok we were crappy. haa.
my young cousin is growing to be such a handsome young lad.

Monday, December 11, 2006

i need slp!

great sun tdy. thank god for great weather.
now i seriously need and lack slp.
slp has become a luxury even during my hols.
no way.
cant compromise on that.

Welcome back Pris!! =)

Saturday, December 09, 2006

not my day

yesterday was pretty awful for me.
i got into quite a number of close shaves - near accidents.
near is the key word.
as most of u mite alr know, i've been in a car accident b4 so ya i was pretty freaked dis time. esp whn it happens consecutively on the same day.
after a couple of times i thot to myself oh well its nthg.. jus busy roads wif ass drivers.
but yesterday was like no other.
it was numerous times. so odd.
too odd to jus simply ignore.
being me, i naturally thot more of it. thot tt it cud be a sign to smthg greater tt may happen.
i duno. shrugs.

i was shocked. the whole of last evening.

jus needed someone to understand wad i was going thru.
things dun always happen or turn out the way u wish it to.

whn hurtful words are spoken, saying sorry jus doesnt make it all go away in an instant.
its not jus simply abt forgiving and forgetting.
it was an emotional day yesterday.

Wednesday, December 06, 2006

so thankful

i'm so truly blest and thankful to God first and foremost for always listening to my petitions to pass my PM.
secondly, thanks to everyone who prayed for me! :) *hugs*

BECAUSE.....................................................

I PASSED MY PM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm like soooooo extremely super duper happy, excited, glad and thankful man.

1 Distinction,
2 Credits,
1 Pass.

my efforts did pay off this sem. *breathes a sigh of relief

thank u all for putting up wif my shit.
thank u all for ur prayers.
i made it thru dis sem!!! yessssaaaahhhh!!!!! *jumps ard*